As time passes I don’t know if it is because I have a virus or disease that causes my children to die. One day I became very ill – I have lumps all over my body- I feel no pain from the lumps in my breast or neck but the rest in my arms hurt a lot and I always have fever. I am very scared because we sold everything to help my children – we have nothing now. I believe that my children died because of some illness in my body. Perhaps the fevers and lumps are my punishment for my children dying.